You

Been chasing love for an eternity
And you seem like a trap
A black-hole
That will dissolve me.
I've been dissolved a million times before.
My soul's been wandering around in pieces
chasing love for an eternity
seems like a vicious trap.

After dad.

I've felt like this only once before in my life
I feel empty
A hole in the soul
Sans pain

रंगों की अदला-बदली

हम मिले ..
मेरा कुछ रंग तुम्हारे सीने पर लगा
तुम्हारा कुछ रंग मेरी गर्दन के नीचे लगा रह गया

Hum mile..
mera kuchh rang tumhaare seene par laga
tumhaara kuchh rang meri gardan ke neeche laga reh gayaa

ख़्वाब

 अब तो ख्वाबों में हकीक़त दिखती है
हकीक़त में ख़्वाब ।

Ab to khwaabo.n mein hakeekat dikhti hai
hakeekat mein khwaab.

तू

जब जो सोचती हूँ तब तू वो नहीं
जब नहीं सोचती तब तू वो
जो सोचा भी नहीं
सोचा
और सोचना छोड़ दिया
अब तू सोच से परे है ।

Jab jo sochti hoon tab tu wo nahi
jab nahi sochti tab tu wo
jo socha bhi nahi
socha
aur sochna chhodd diya
ab tu soch se pare hai.

ख्वाब सी रात!

ये रात है
या ख्वाब है
तुम जो पास हो ।

ye raat hai
ya khwaab hai
tum jo paas ho.

आज़ादी

आज़ादी को मुझसे इतना प्यार है 

के उम्मीद को भी आज़ाद करती हूँ 

तो सब समर्पित कर देती है । 

Aazaadi ko mujhse itna pyaar hai

ke umeed ko bhi aazaad karti hoon

to sab samarpit kar deti hai.

तुमसे प्यार है

जब तुम ने कहा था 

पत्ते हैं..

पैदा होंगे 

तो हरे भी होंगे 

हरे होंगे 

तो सूखेंगे भी 

सूखेंगे तो झडेंगे भी 

और झडेंगे 

तो नयापन तो आएगा ही न !

तब तुमसे प्यार हुआ था । 

जब तुमने दिखाई थी 

दुनिया

और बोला था 

देखो सच है!

तब तुमसे प्यार हुआ था । 

जब तुम्हे छुआ था 

और महसूस किया था 

खुद की छुअन को 

तब तुमसे प्यार हुआ था । 

jab tum ne kaha tha

patte hain..

paeda honge

to hare bhi honge

hare honge

to sookhenge bhi

sookhenge to jhadenge bhi

aur jhadenge

to nayapan to aaega hi na!

tab tumse pyar hua tha.

jab tumne dikhai thi

duniya

aur bola tha

dekho sach hai!

tab tumse pyar hua tha.

jab tumhe chhua tha

aur mehsoos kiya tha

khud ki chhuan ko

tab tumse pyar hua tha.

नया जन्म

इक नया जन्म ले रही हूँ मैं
तितली बन रही हूँ मैं
जहा चाहे उड़ जाऊँगी मैं
मर जाऊँगी
जी उठूंगी
फिर मर जाऊँगी मैं

ik naya janam le rahi hoon main
titli ban rahi hoon main
jahaan chaahe udd jaaungi main
mar jaaungi
jee uthungi
fir mar jaaungi main

Random awesomeness

Some things are better HALF..
and not complete.

Just a thought!

Sometimes an unexpected text message makes you feel more lovable than a million nice words said in person all together. :)

Be Yourself!

This is something I've learnt after ages of trying to 'fit in' and please everybody else except me. BEING YOURSELF takes hell lot of courage. Be it or you're lost in the crowd. Remember, you can never really please people. EVER!

Purpose

Every person that comes into your life comes with a purpose. It is the 'purpose' that matters. People may come and go, but the purpose will live on in the heart of your life forever.
Ironically, it's the ones who give you most heart-ache that come with the best purpose. :)

What do I do that feels good?

movies? A big yes! :) A stroll, a talk, a laughter, chocolates, making kids laugh and cuddle, bringing smiles to faces, dancing instead of walking, random shopping, book-shops, morning's freshness. Yes. The list is super long. :)

Real love..

One huge mistake me often commit is that we tend to try to fit ourselves into the life and expectations of people we love because of the need to be loved back. We forget that love is not a barter. It has no price tags or return gifts attached to it. It's free. One of the reasons why love is known to be equal to freedom.
If you love someone, love without any expectations at all. Or else it's no lov

e. Similarly if someone loves you, they must accept you with your flaws, just the way you are. They should try to help you fix the flaws that should go away from you in order for you to grow into a better person and have a better life. But they shouldn't have even a slight will to make you fit into their zone of expectations. That's REAL love. Real love never hurts. :)